insatiable123

Idea

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:50:12 GMT

I've been thinking about stories, and I have an idea for one that I'm going to try. It's going to be called The Halloween Party. I have the main plot worked out, and I'm thinking I might try doing some illustrations for it, but I'll see how that goes.

I'm in the mood to write, so hopefully it will appear hear soon.

More wasted time

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 06:02:57 GMT

I still can't seem to get anything accomplished work-wise. I think I'm going to work on some drawings in my free time, since I have a few ideas. I'm also thinking of writing a story. I have an idea that I hope will work. I've been reading some bdsm erotica, and it seems to have inspired me.

I might also do some icons. They're always fun to do, especially when I should be doing something else!

Wasting Time

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 14:31:00 GMT

Once again I've wasted time by staying up to late and not doing chores. I need to break this cycle.

However, I did some rough sketches of some ideas I have.

I need to get my priorities straight!

This day sucks

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:12:06 GMT

Valentine's Day is something to ignore these days. Of course it was ignored for years, so it's not that big a deal.

I find myself not accomplishing much at work. I start in on one of my projects, an eventually find myself just staring at it. I'm not even sure what's been running through my head. I have deadlines coming up so I need to do something about this. Maybe I'll take in an alarm and set it for every half hour or hour so I don't just space out indefinitely.

The most annoying thing is I have no idea what is distracting me. I like me work, I like the projects I'm working on. Normally there wouldn't be any problem at all working on them and completing them. I haven't got any idea what's distracting me, so I think I need to give some thought as to what the problem might be so I can function again.

As soon as I've dealt with my work problems, I'm looking forward to starting on some of my own projects. (I feel too guilty to work on my stuff when I can't get my work done.) I'm thinking about doing some drawing, and I have a few ideas of what I'd like to do. I think when I finally get started on those, I'll post what I have done on the drawings as I work on them, until I have the completed version.

I'm hoping for comments as I go along. Encouragement would be great, constructive criticism would be the most helpful, and any comments that say they just suck are really not helpful and just discouraging.

Thinking

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:44:35 GMT

I haven't accomplished much today, even at my workplace. It seems more like a day-dreamy type day where it's just impossible to motivate myself to do the things I genuinely want to do. I look around at projects I'd like to do, things that seem to have been waiting forever for me to get to them. When I finally do have the time, it's hard to stop focusing on my work and switch to something interesting that I've been wanting to.

I hope tomorrow's a break so I can take the opportunity to start in on a project.

Objectives

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 07:42:46 GMT

I've been busy lately on other projects, but I hope to soon have some free time to devote to my interests. I love to draw and to write stories. My stories are usually erotic, and frequently involve bondage. I especially enjoy the non-consenting type (as long as its clear that its fiction.) I don't care for any thing too harsh; I find the bondage and dominance aspects more appealing.

I enjoy drawing just about anything. I've been focusing on nudes, which I especially enjoy doing. Drawing allows you to explore all of your fantasies, as you can portray someone in any position or situation. I find that writing gives me the same freedom.

I enjoy erotic photos, but have never tried photography.

My objectives here are to soon start posting my drawings and stories and get some feedback. I'm also interested in seeing other people's work.